May 11, 2010.

I had coffee again this morning with a friend. We had a very nice time, chatted for two hours. This is a habit I could really get used to! Tonight, work again at the cinema. This could be a very busy night there as one local church has offered to pay the admission for anyone who wants to see the movie we are showing which is Letters to God. This same church did this at another theater with the movie Fireproof and the show was sold out. So, we'll see. I don't think they had as much time to spread the word this time, but it's a small town...and word spreads fast here.

Life has been fairly mundane this week...which is good! I like mundane. That means nothing stressful is happening. Or could it be, I am just handling day to day stress a little better then I used to? Who knows. The past month has brought many changes deep inside me and it's taking some getting used to. It is really hard to describe and put down in words. I think the person it has impacted the most is my husband. He didn't quite know what to make of me for a week or so. I think it has made him begin looking inside himself. After that conversation we had where I asked him if he had ever accepted Christ into his heart...and he said he wasn't sure...he has been doing lots of thinking. This can be good or bad for Chris. He tends to over-think and obsess about things. He has never answered yet my question, but he has said he feels that the Lord is calling him to do something. At first he thought it was the ministry, but last night he says he's not so sure its that. He has been active in missions work, so maybe it's in that area. He is a good singer, so maybe it's spreading the word of Christ in music is what he should be doing. Or perhaps he will find himself more active in lay leadership at church.

I don't know, I just know right now he is not really sure and he's trying to sort things out within himself. Since he's accident, he's a little bit different of a person. But, I suppose if I had come so close to death I would be different as well.

If anyone is reading this blog, just say a prayer for him. I think he could use it right now.