Sometimes I wonder if I'm depressed. Like a person with a depression issue. And it's not just because we lost Rudy. Little things upset me...sometimes even sending me into tears. Something which is probably small and insignificant upset me this evening and has gotten me into a funk. Borderline tears and I really shouldn't be crying over this. Especially when I am not even sure about what I'm upset about. I know this doesn't make much sense.
It has been a really bad year for us. I'm not even going to go into everything that has happened. There are others who have had worse events in their life. Plus, I've gained a lot of weight which really gets me down.
I think I'm having a "feel sorry for myself" kind of night. Sometimes a good cry is what one needs in these times. Praying also helps, though I'm still have some difficulty in that department. I am getting better at it. My relationship with the Lord is an ever growing and changing thing and he has helped me weather the storms that this year has brought on.
Maybe my problem is hormonal. Who knows.
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