I've been neglecting my blog this past week. Everything that happened last week...well, I just haven't had the desire to write. But, as time passes the hurt from last week is not quite as bad as it was. Tomorrow my sister-in-law and mother-in-law are driving down with Rudy's ashes. I have decided to place his urn on the piano in the front room. That room was always one of his favorite places. He would sit on the sofa in there and watch out the window. When we were gone, that was his spot. Either sleeping or watching out the window.
I now know what it's like to go through the stages of mourning I hear about. I'm entering into the "why" stage. All day I keep asking, why...why was he taken from us so soon. I know there are a lot of people who just wouldn't understand why Rudy's death has impacted me so much. I truly did not think it would impact me as much as it has. But, then....I have never known a dog quite like Rudy. So far today, we have received eight sympathy cards in the mail.
I'm going to try and get back into my regular posting here including my verse of the day. I'm still involved in Disciple I class at church and have kept up that reading. Taking my verse of the day from my Disciple class was a way to keep myself current in it.
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