May 13, 2011.

Well, Chris is on his way to work at his first Emmaus walk. He will be in the kitchen, no surprise there! He will be right at home working in the kitchen. He was really looking forward to working at the walk, I hope he has a good experience while he is there. Next weekend will be my turn. I will be on the Agape committee and will be there the whole weekend. I, too, have been looking forward to working behind the scenes on my first walk. I will post about all this as they happen.

In other things, I am still going to Weight Watchers, but may just attend meetings until the ones I have paid for are done. I am going to try working the program on my own. Affording the monthly cost of the meetings is proving to be a little difficult. I know the program, we will just see if I can stick with it on my own. Sometimes having to face a scale at a WW meeting tends to keep one working harder on the program.
As of tonight, I have lost 11.5 pounds. I think I’m going to move my “official” weigh-in to Sunday’s once I go on my own. I have to miss next weeks meeting anyway, because of the walk. That leaves me with one finally meeting that is paid for.

And in other things, I have been feeling a little insecure in my job at the vet clinic. A lot of my anxieties are probably just my own paranoia, but thing are very slow there. I sometimes fear for my job there. While it is only two days a week, it is the one job I have that does pay the most. Because of it, I can afford my health insurance. I have such a difficult time leaving all my problems and worries in God’s hands. I know that whatever happens, it is his will….there is always that little voice in my head that is in a mild state of panic!