October 28, 2010.

This Sunday Chris and I are renewing our wedding vows in church. He initially asked me to do this on Monday. I said yes, but later got to thinking that I really didn't want to do this. I am uneasy doing things in front of people like this, so I later told him I would rather not. The crushed look on his face immediately made me regret saying that. So, I told him OK, we would do it. Later, I found out his whole family is coming. No wonder he was crushed when I said I would rather not.

So, Sunday during the Celebration Service we will renew our vows. We asked my mom to come, but she is not sure she wants to. She says she cries to easy. I don't know if that is just her excuse to not come, or if she really is afraid she will. I told her Chris' entire family will be there, but she still said she is not sure. Whatever...that is my mom.

I just realized I never actually made a post here about or 25th wedding anniversary. Probably because I was sick earlier this week. But, on Tuesday was our silver anniversary. We did not do anything special, we both had to work. This Sunday will be our something special for the anniversary.

It is truly hard to believe it has been 25 years. There have been good years and bad. Sometimes it seems more bad. I would not trade Chris for anything, but if I could do some of those years over there are some things I would do different. But, I guess that is how we learn and grow together.